05 Musings: Phases

I’m at the phase - quarter life crisis.

One phase at a time; one experience at a time.

I recently fell in love with this phrase “ I’m in the reservation of my mind”

Aren’t we all? Our mind reflects our values, our opinions and it dictates our actions.

People may influence, they may enforce - at the end of the day we are the true power of ourselves.

For the first and second time, I’m finally able to say I enjoy both fiction books that I’ve borrowed and the recent book about creativity really made me appreciate the beauty of words when beautifully inscribed on print. The way it weaves into your imagination, gently painting leaves of an auburn array of tones that cascades down as the words just flow seamlessly down into a serene pool.

Details are beautiful when they are detailed for imagination - to put thoughts into words and influence the reader to feel what it’s truly like, is an art itself to appreciate.

Time has whizzed past like the epidemic that dawns upon us. I left behind a piece of me, which feels outlandish and cunning in some ways. The connection that once drew me in like my personal brand of heroine in ways I dreamt of; the scent that oddly drew me in; all these feels so shallow yet they happened.

Time will speed up again and it will be another phase - when I was once young. When I dared to pursue what I liked and I was brave about it. 

A phase of passion, youth and lust.

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